Mixed emotions

I don't understand what I'm feeling right now. I just couldn't explain. i hope i could figure it out soon. well, I'm enjoying my vacation and I'm getting ready for my exams I'm sure I'm going to pass them. I'm determined and certain that this is what i really wanted. everything happens for a reason and i know that whatever that reason is i know that it made me the better person i am today. i guess got to be steady and calm for me to relax my mind for the exam. wish me luck. thanks