It was a rainy day today. I never saw the sun and until this very moment the rain is still pouring down from the sky. I got somehow a not so good day today but I have just resolve a very crucial issue in school. Quite tiring and draining but that's the way it should be. I'm glad it's over now I hope that it never happen ever again. I know that it is God's plan and I hope everything will be fine now. I wonder if there is a low pressure area here in our place. I hope the rainy will stop tomorrow I just miss the sun. Life has to go on no matter what. Have a blessed day my friend.
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Just imagine how we look like when something is bothering us inside. When we worry we put all ourselves into a difficult situation. Our body will be affected and our moods as well as our relationship with others. Worry can make one sick, it can waste our energy and make us stagnant. I've been fighting to stop worrying yet when that terrible phenomenon happens in me, I got so shaken,confused and upset. I just got to put my trust in God. Everything happens for a reason and He is in charge of everything. I have nothing to do but to keep on believing that things will get better soon. I wish someone could give me a happy pill that would lift my spirit but I just got to go with the flow because when things happens it happens and I must got to co-operate with the inevitable. Accept the thing that happened then to courageously face the reality and to just let it go like it never happened at all. Have a worry-free weekend friend.
Friday, January 28, 2011
I don't know how to describe my feelings but I don't have plans to figure it out anyway. Feels like everything is falling apart but I don't have to worry no more what happens, happens. My cousin honey once said that we can't change the past but we can ruin the present by worrying about the future. I just got to think of the worst things that might happen and accept the consequences I have to give it up to God. He is in charge of everything. I need to just let things be. Just got to put all my trust on Him. There is no need for me to be afraid of what will happen otherwise I'll end up six feet under hehehe. I just have to blow it in the wind. Every rain has a rainbow and every pain there is a time to heal. My head aches too much if I think a lot. I better think of happy thoughts that will divert myself from thinking of the bad things that is happening right now. I never give up on life no matter what. Have a happy weekend my friend.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Last September 8, I was already sick that time. I could still remember I was brought to the hospital weeks after that. That was September 21, 2010. I really didn't expect that to happen, but i got no choice but to accept the fact that I'm really sick. Eversince then I keep silent and I just let things be. It was so hard yet I was able to recover that fast. It was a three months adjustment to the situation I'm in. From changing of my food choices, taking up medicines and to losing weight was a bit depressing at first but as time goes by, I was able to cope with the things I'm going through but I realized that I have more strength right now than I have before. I'm stronger and even more a fighter than I was before. Things are going smoothly right now problems are still there and adjustments as well. I'm holding on as i always did to the one that is greater than me and that is GOD. I put all my trust in Him and I always bear in my mind that I shall never, ever give up. Have a nice day my friend.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
I've been so relax this past two weeks since there is no tutorial sessions last two Saturdays. This week tutorials is resume. I got to report to school this Saturday. I have no problem going to school but what I'm thinking now is that this week our principal is trying to have her classroom observation. I'm kinda nervous about it but I just got to prepare for it or else I'll end up miserable. I hope not. I'm done with some of my requirements in school as well as updating records. I hope I could finish computing the grades. Life is ok now. I just got to stay positive everyday and do my very best in my work. Have a nice day my friend.
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
I've been silent for months still on the process of healing my depression. Good news I already lose weight. I can wear all the clothes that don't fit before. My uniform is already lose and I had the hard time wearing it now. I need to adjust and do repairs. Funny but true I don't eat as much as I eat before. It's been almost four months now since I have eaten chocolates, ice cream and my all time favorite foods. I miss eating a lot but I need to lose more weight for my pneumonia and asthma. I'm tired of going to the hospital and have a four days vacation for my antibiotics. I'm tired also of spending all my money for my medication. I need that money for my thesis and for my final defense soon. I hope I could stay healthy this year and reach my ideal weight. Hopefully Have a nice day my friend
I got my ear tube now in my right ear. The operation went well but I still can't forget how painful it was. Pass is pass anyway It's already done i can't undone what happen I hope I did the right decision. I just realized that is but natural to feel pain because anyway pain is part of life. It's now gone what is important is that I can now hear and my ear is now protected. I got a busy week but I still manage to smile and do my task in school. Hopefully the school building will be done anytime this month. Our schedule will be back to normal. I'm happy if that happens I could extend my time do my remedial session for the slow pupils. I wish to help them.
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