My mother wanted me to visit the doctor but I guess I'm ok right here. I could manage myself. I guess now that I'm getting more bigger , I need to have my diet and reduce the intake of chocolates and softdrinks. I got to discipline myself. I got to do this or else I'll be maintaining medicine for high blood pressure and hypertention. My heart was never been broken eversince before so I got to take care of it. I won't let anyone not even such traitor disease will break this hehehe sound so serious right? no joke sometimes if I think too much about the current issues i need to resolve in my life and when I got angry and frustrated my heart really aches I hope and think that it is all psychological. This too shall pass I believe it will just pass.