My Day

I just turned thirty today. I'm old now. Few of my treasured friends greet me today. I don't mind if I there are only a few people who greeted me compared the last year I won't mind. The important thing is that God gave me another chance to live my life again to make things right, to face my plight and to make things better. I know I still have a mission in life that I need to fulfill whatever that is I hope I could accomplish it well and right. Each of us has our own life then while I was there in the church this morning I was thinking what would life be if ... I started to question am I alone here? I come to realized that a lot of people too have their own path, have their own way and they have own life to fix with just like mine. I come to think that I'm not alone anyway the only secret is that I just need to remember that God will never give me problems which I cannot handle. Life seems hard but I got to stand still and go on with it. I got no choice but to live with it or else I'll lose my sanity anyway what is important is that I'm still sane hehehe. I miss eating chocolates I might as well buy chocolates tomorrow hehehe God bless you my friend

Long Holiday

I find it relaxing to have a vacation but thinking of what is going to happen in the week days is not as relaxing as what I'm thinking. I have a lot of things to do again and I need to rush things or else I'll do nothing. I'll do it tonight. I'll fix everything I need to fix. I will finish all tonight. I'm now ready for other chapter in my life. Looking back the last year's experience was a storm for me but it made me the person I am now. It's was difficult to face all those adversities I have faced last year. I never thought I would survived but I did I was always saying that I could not endure everything but lucky I have surpassed it. Now I come to realized that God would not give something we can't resolved. It was a turning point in life. I hope everything will be fine. Happy Weekend

Vocation

We have fun today celebrating our city fiesta. Viva San Augustine! I got to be with my old friends maam alice and weng. Weng just came out of the convent. I'm still wondering how it feels like to be in the convent all I ever knew was that my ultimate dream is to be a nun but maybe I will be wondering for the rest of my life because I still wasn't able to enter the convent. One congregation told me to have a boyfriend first before entering the convent to experience human love but the problem is that here is one kept secret I got is that I never had a boyfriend ever in my life. Since I don't have one maybe I will never be in the convent. I'll be turnng thirty this Monday (I'm old na) I guess and I'll be single and satisfied for life. I'll be serving God in my own little way. I remember back then My spiritual counselor Sister Josefa ask me why I have the desire to enter the convent I just told her that because I love Jesus and Jesus loves me and He is the only one who truly loves me. For sure God destined me to be a teacher to serve the kids and touch their lives. There are a lot of times I tried quitting but I always end up going to back to teaching. Sometimes I got frustrated like what happened yesterday that only few kids went to school just for the reason that they wanted to watch and join the activities in our city fiesta I need to understand that it's just a test of patience and endurance in how I got to handle such situation I felt embrassed about it but now I realized that these things happen for me to accept that nothing is perfect that I need to do something next time that the kids will not be absent in school anymore. It's not my fault anyway I did not tell them to be absent but it's their own decision to be absent and I just got to go with the flow. I feel bad about it honestly I will talk to them and tell them what I truly feel about what they did. Happy weekend my friend.

Nothing to do

I got nothing to do in school kids are almost absent today in school. I feel sad about it that is why my blood presssure went up. I think I got to control my feelings otherwise I'm going to have a bad day. All I did today is to fill up forms and do fixing jobs in school. Tomorrow is our City fiesta. I wanted to have fun or perhaps go out alone again having my own window shopping it's just that I got a lot of work to do. I just got to stay in the house or hear mass in the afternoon. I hope my sister and her family will visit us tomorrow.

I'm back

It's nice to be back I've been quite lazy checking e-mails and posting articles. I'm having a full time baby sitting with my two nieces they also got sick like me that is why I took care of them. I help my sister in taking care of her babies.I'm ok now. I'm still that busy though but I take things at a time. I have to stay focus or else I'm going to be distracted again. I know that everything happens for a reason whatever that is I know it will always be for the better. I'm trying to enjoy my free time now I know that there is only a few days from now and I'll be free from all the burden at least now I have a partner for the tutorial every Saturday. Thanks to madam she gave me maam Christine at least there will be someone to help me. Thanks God too. God bless you my friend.

Lazy me

I've been trying to recover my strength from my illness. I have my whole day sleeping session and I have all the time to relax and think nothing but sleep. Now that time is over all I need to do now is to work again and think of the things I should suppose to do for tomorrow and for the whole week. Life has to go on. I may wish to rest a little longer but I have to accept the fact that I should keep going for work. There is no more time for relaxing. I got to prepare for tomorrow's lesson. I know and I'm sure that everything will be ok and successful tomorrow. Think positive all the time. It works and it's effective.

Project 101

The investigatory project we are making is finally done. Sad to say I still have one more project to do. I'm have to start it on monday. Tomorrow I'm going to continue with the skills training for the college students. Next week will be more busy than this week because the tutorial participants should be carefully selected by me and my new partner teacher Christine, madam and the barangay worker then next Saturday will be the first meeting tutorial sessions. i'm exhausted really but I just got to have strength now that what I truly want to happen is now slowly come to realize funny because before I was just dreaming now I'm actually achieving it already. I'm tired but I just got to continue. It's God's will and I need to help them so that together our goals will be fulfilled. Have a happy weekend my friend.

I'm ok now.

Things got mixed up these last past few days especially when I got sick. when I went back to school, things got totally change. My responsibility got too complicated now and it becomes more harder and bigger but I got no choice but to do it and finish it. I got to talked with our Congressman for the feeding program for the tutees of the NSTP tutorial. I'm not used to talking with people in position anyway I think yesterday is history. I'm back now I wish I'm ok forever and whatever happens I should always put in mind that God will never leave me as long as He is there I will never be shaken. Thank you God

I'm not feeling well

I've been sick for four straight days now. I don't know what curse or virus has gotten in me. I really feel so weak. Wish I could do something to make me feel well quickly. I've been worried thinking what the kids are doing now that I'm not around in school. I was thinking of going to school but I'm still weak. Wish I could go to school tomorrow and fix everything that I need to fix. I'm praying that everything is ok that I could accomplish everything that I need to do. I just felt that there is a negative force that ruined my positive disposition and turn everything into a jinx and it just happen like a chain reaction. I always believe that everything happens with a purpose and that there is always a reason for everything whatever that is I wish that it will be for the good and not for the worst. wish me well my friend.

Forgiveness

Forgiving someone is sometimes hard to do but we just got to do it in order not to break the bond but sometimes when pain and hatred gets along the way forgiveness is really hard to do. I've been suffering from this struggle for three years but when I finally learned to let go of it and free myself from the hurt and pain inside It feels good to let go and forgive the people who have cause me pain and disappointment.I've been feeling guilty of the wrong things that I've done in the past without saying sorry to the ones that I've carelessly hurt before. Now that I can't turn back the time the only thing that I always did was to forgive myself of the things that I've done to them and move on. I can proudly say to you now that I forgive the people who hurt me and who hated me as person. I can't force them if they hate me then it's ok I can't please everybody. I respect their opinion. I'm not perfect and I'm not like them. I just got to let these things go. It doesn't make me happy anyway and It doesn't help me at all. I better break the ice and chill. If God can forgive why can't I. Forgiveness taught me how to be humble. The fact is when you forgive someone, it does not make you a lesser person as you. Have a happy weekend my friend.

Periodical Exam

I don't have any idea what is the results of their exam today. I hope it will be fine and ok. One the supervisors went to school and get in my class today. I got so nervous but she didn't stay long kids behave well when she get in my classroom lucky day . I don't know if it is going to be ok for me everyday now that everyday I got to work with pressure in my hands sad thing but I got to accept it and we all have to live a life like that just got to cope with the challenge they post in us. It will be okay as long as we are all ready. Life seems so fast this time but I got to slow it down for me to survive.

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The Science Project

I finally got the chance to talk to ate joy. I'm glad that she is ok as well as the baby. I'm working on the project right now. I wish this too shall pass. I feel irritated with my mouth sore. I hope this too heals because I got discomforts in talking and also in eating. It is very painful. I got to change my sleeping patterns I only got a few hours of sleep these days. I find it really hard to adjust. I'm still hoping that everything will turn out fine. School was ok today. I'm glad that children are ok too. I wish that they could answer all the questions in the periodical exam tomorrow. God bless you my friend.

Still Breathing

Yes I'm here. I wasn't able to post yesterday because I'm tired. I'm still trying to adjust to my busy work in school. I'm ok now. All I did was just to trust in God that He will guide me and direct me to whatever things that I'm doing right now. It feels good to trust in God. My depression is still here but I should not be carried away because if I entertain it then I will not accomplish anything. I'm ok I can manage. Smile and be happy carms. School was ok. Normally I got to scold kids, teach them and guide them. The spoiled kid is getting more immature. Gradually, he will learned things in a hard way because he chooses to. It is his choice anyway. I'm trying to lead him to the right path and do things easy for him to cope with his life but he chooses to do his way then be it. Maybe in that way he will change and realized what he should suppose to do. I did my best and for sure I'm not giving up. I never give up on kids like him. All pupils I handled who have this kind of attitude problem never miss to learned to change their attitude when they are going to the next level I won't allow them to behave that way. I don't know with this case he seems to be so immature and childish. Anyway I'm still positive and hopeful that he will change. God willing.

Work and work again

I got a lot of pending work to do. I just wish and pray I could finish all of these tonight. I wish that everything will turn out right. I can't understand what I feel inside me. I know this is not just the first time I'm feeling this way. I just always remind myself that this too shall pass. I got to pray harder now that I feel that I'm helpless. I got to hold on. I got to prepare for tomorrow's lesson. I wish that tomorrow will be a beautiful and inspiring day for me and for my pupils. Talking about the weather, The temperature is rising and it's really warm in here. I miss the rain. Tomorrow is another day. I got to experience life and touch others life tomorrow. It's another mission to fulfill and to make things better. Even if there are fears and anxiety inside I got to face every plight and challenge with a smile in my face and positive mind to shield me from the things that may cause me to be weak. Go Carms you can do it. No time to surrender now. God bless you my friend

Yipee!

I'm done yes! at last the skills training was over. I'm so impressed with my two student volunteers they are really good. The XU-NSTP students were very good too. I think that this batch is ok. They are smart, intelligent and serious I hope that first impression last. They were very excited for next Saturday. They say that they learned a lot of things from me I too have learned from them. Nice! The investigatory project is done already all I need is to create the presentation for the exhibit and contest. I hope I will be able to cope with the pressure I'm facing right now. I'm positive that this too shall pass. I got the chance to chat with my sisters last night. I'm so happy chatting with them. My niece sophia sang a song for me. She does got potential. I miss them but I have no choice all I have to think is that at least I have the chance to talk to them. God Bless you my friend.

School Work

Help me! help me! I'm swimming to a lot of task this week but I just go to take it one at a time. I'm hooked with a lot of work. Kids are getting in my classroom even if I'm not their teacher but it is ok as long as I can do the task. I just got to continue praying and working that things will get better. I have to work till Saturday to finish my task. I have to prepare a lot of things for the skills training this Saturday. Wish me luck. It's our first time to meet this Saturday I hope this batch of college students are ok and good. Every year when I have this class I always got nervous in meeting them especially that I don't know them and what kind of students they are but at the later part I got to know them and adjust to their attitude. I'm wishing that this tutorial sessions this year will be a successful one and that many children will become a reader after the school year ends. God bless you my friend.

Sad Day

I'm one with my fellow Filipino people who mourns and bid goodbye to tita Cory. I can't help but cry because maybe I know what she have been through in life and how she survives and endure all the pain and challenges she have encountered. That is life after all and at least now she is there in heaven she can rest and be with her beloved. School again tomorrow I got to prepare a lot of things for tomorrow and for Saturday. I feel a little bit worried of this investigatory project. I got to have that courage to handle it. I've been so dependent to ate joy and now that she is on leave I should learn how to stand on my own. I got to start praying now and start working before anything got worse. I'm positive about this task that I could surpass and accomplish this. I'm sure about it. I just got to stay focus and just take things at a time. Tatay is ok now thank God. He just needs to rest for awhile because he is still under medication. As what I always say life has to go on no matter what. God bless you my friend

My day

I've received a pile of work today. I finally got my transcript and I already have hired someone to paint my room. Tomorrow is a Special Holiday to pay our last respect for our former President Corazon C. Aquino. She is the woman of faith, courage and freedom. She leads us to fought for our right and freedom in a very peaceful way. I admire her for her big faith in God. I'm just so sad that she is not without us anymore but I know that her memory will always remain in our thoughts and in our hearts. School is slowly going to be busy this month I hope I could endure the stress and the pressure I know I will and I have to. God bless you my friend.

Busy bee me again

I've been busy lately. My father got sick. I hope and pray he is fine now. School was ok. i need to paint my classroom tomorrow but I need someone to paint it for me. My co-teacher ate joy gave birth to her first baby last July 30. She ask me to edit the work of her kids for the investigatory project. Me too is also preparing one kid for the science quiz and investigatory project contest. This will be my first time handling it alone without ate joy. I'm not good at this but I will try my best to do this job. I'm super busy this weekend because I'm going to handle a skills training for the tutors in XU-NSTP LTS. I'm excited already even if I'm not yet ready for the things that I need to prepare. Madam is pressuring me to make my kids all fast readers. I'm worried about my three specials kids but i hope they can now cope with the lessons in grade IV. Nothing is impossible if we only believe.

Awesome Friday

Today we have our Nutrition Month Culminating activity. The class prepared fruit salad and the other one was the unplanned vegetable dish made by my pupils. I was overwhelmed by their efforts bringing all the materials without being told. I only prepare ingredients for the fruit salad I was surprised when they brought with them the vegetables, wood, cooking utensils and other ingredients. I prayed hard that the activity will be successful but It was more that I have asked for. Speaking about the good news I was surprised that I'm already promoted that was fast. I could not believe what I have discovered today. I was asking am I dreaming? Am I qualified? Is it really true? I was shocked and I was just staring at the walls my other co-teacher cried because she could not believe that she was also promoted. Thank you God, Jesus, Mama Mary and all the Saints in heaven it is like a miracle. I got to have my thanksgiving mass for all the graces I have received this year. Other happy news was my sister and her family received their Canada Visa today which means that they are going to Canada and permanently live there the sad part is that I'm going to miss them especially my Ate. Ate lilet is always been there for me whenever I needed her since Mand mopsy my other sister moved in the States. I hate saying goodbye and I don't like missing someone. That is life after all I've been through a lot of separation from my best friend who migrated to the states after our graduation in grade school, to my grandpa, grandma and aunt who are in heaven right now, my sisters who are in the States, my cousin honey who is in Manila and now, ate and her family is going to Canada.Life has to go on I just got to think that I may not see them always but they always remain in my heart and in my thoughts. God bless you my friend happy weekend.

Resolving Conflicts in School

School was kind a bit tiring kids were so restless. I was having a meeting when suddenly pupils were telling me to go back to the classroom because one of their classmates had a fight. In times like this, it makes me really think of applying for a new job. Resolving conflicts is really a stressful job. I got to listen to both sides of the story and always have a fair decision to both sides. Kids who are immature, are really hard to deal with this kind of situation because they don't actually admit their mistake and always refuse to say sorry and always make a way to escape from the sin they committed. My blood pressure rises when I talk to them because there are a lot of task to be done and deadlines to be accomplish and there they are adding to it. I don't mind actually in resolving the conflict because that is my job but the rule is fighting is not allowed in the classroom and they are violating it. Naturally fighting is not good. I already told them that if ever there are misunderstandings among them, they must talk about it and never use their hands to express their anger. They must always think first before doing something. They must listen to each other instead of having their own way to ease their feeling of hatred. Good thing both kids patch up things together and make peace. Honestly, it makes me cry when my kids are behaving the way I didn't taught them to behave because people would always say that the fault is in me. I can't please everybody. I know I'm doing my job but then nothing is perfect anyway I got to go through some trials and obstacles anyway it is a part of life and it is a way for me to grow and to become a better person and that I know for sure this too shall pass. Help me pray that these kids will be good individuals. Have a nice day.

Sleepy me

I'm kinda sleepy yesterday and today. All I ever wish is to sleep. Last night I dreamed of a very strange situation. I don't know it's been two days now since I've been dreaming of strange dreams. The first one was that in my dream, it was like I am having a tour by the sea. I was in a huge ship then I was there touring around the ocean with a lot of people I didn't know then in my dream my sister fetch me after the cool weird ride on the ship. The second dream was were in an old hospital then my sister look so sad and we didn't even talk in the dream. I can't understand why I'm dreaming all of these must be that I'm just depressed and I'm not doing anything about it I just let it pass but unaware, I'm being affected by it. I should not be feeling this way don't even know the reason behind it maybe because I gain a lot of weight again and I need to exercise, have my diet and discipline myself from eating. My friend gee was laughing at me when she learned that I did not watch T.V. last week instead I lock myself in my room and listen and memorize some nursery rhymes so that i will not be tempted to eat in the kitchen funny right? but it is true. I try hard not to drink softdrinks this week and I guess for three school days I just drink water instead of softdrinks. I think that is a good start. I got to lose weight because If I don't, I'll be force to have a change dress sizes again. nightmare but true. Wish me luck. Take care

Busy Monday

I'm very busy today. I went out from the school to fix papers for my license and for my transcript of records. I accomplished everything today the only thing I'm going to do now is to waiting for the time I'm going to get the papers I processed today. Life is bit tiring but I just got to stay focus. i received a good news from the school I didn't expect since I really didn't mind about it. I'm glad because it was a big surprise to me. I'll tell you in time what is that all about if I already fix everything. I'm so excited. I actually receive a package from ate Flor the friend of my sister. She gave me a box of Pili nuts and goodies courtesy of ate Aime. It is really delicious and it is fresh from Bicol. About the weather forecast, it is raining again. The rapid change of weather cause people to get sick. I got one pupil who is already two weeks absent and others get sick just this weekend and are absent today. I just wish they get well now and be in school tomorrow. I got to prepare for school tomorrow. I got new and excited strategy for the kids. I hope it works even if their attendance is not perfect. God Bless you my friend.

The Sun is here.

It didn't rain hard today. Tomorrow is a another day. School again for me. I got new topics to discussed with my kids. I hope I'll have a perfect attendance for my kids. I hope the kids who got sick are ok now. I'm ok now totally recovered. Everything work with God's grace and a strong positive thinking it heals and it works trust me. Just focus on the things you wanted to happen and hold on it never let go. Everything is possible. Never say never. It's very effective. Try it you'll see how powerful your mind is. God bless you my friend.

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Cool Saturday

It rained the whole day today. The streets are all muddy, the climate is cool and my asthma now is ok. I'm ok now, I just need to rest. I miss mister sun. Oh Mister Sun,sun, Mister golden sun please shine down on me. Line from a song hehehe I never did see a trace of the sun today. The sky is all covered with dark heavy clouds. I was able to pay my bills and prepared a delicious experimented sandwich. My mother was actually wondering what I'm preparing. She was the first person to taste it. It taste good. yehey ! success. They actually consumed three packs of slice bread today because of that sandwich spread i made. I seldom cook now and even prepare food in the house because I don't have much time for that. now that I got the chance I then grab the opportunity. I'm so happy. I got to fix a lot of things today just hope I could finish all up today. God bless u my friend

Article of the day

hi there friends, It's a great friday evening. I'm with my niece yna. She is actually busy playing around my room. My asthma is still here with me but I can manage to breathe and keep myself alive. Anyway, it's really hot in here don't know why. the weather is been changing over and over again. I guess that is the main reason why there are a lot of kids and even old ones got sick because of the change in weather. I hope everything will be ok now. Tomorrow is no class day yehey! I love Saturdays for now because I don't have much busy schedules just resting and maybe I'll be paying my bills tomorrow. I guess I got to end up the article my niece is playing with the mouse and maybe later she is going to restart the computer. God bless and happy weekend

Doctor. doctor I'm sick again---opps sorry the doctor is on vacation

I did not post yesterday because I'm not feeling well. I don't know must be the weather. I manage to go to school and have my regular class. My doctor is on vacation but she left me prescriptions I need to take if I'm not feeling well. Kid's attendance in school is no good. There are so many pupils who got sick. I wish they are already ok. There are also some kids who are absent because they just don't want to go to school. I hope they realize the value of education. I'm trying to be fine and not to really pay attention to my asthma. I bought a new inhaler today. yes! at last I have my new inhaler I don't know what happen to my old inhaler. When I went back home from the hospital I can no longer find it maybe a bogeyman found it and swallowed it when he knew that I was not in my room to scare me hehehe. just joking. I'm tired but I got one more day of work then Saturday my rest day for now because the XU-NSTP did not yet start their tutorial session. I'll be very busy next month. There are a lot of upcoming contest in school, investigatory projects, and reading tutorials with the XU college students. I'll be handling 40 pupils and 40 students for three straight hours in a Saturday. I hope this batch is fine and dedicated just like last year's batch. God bless you. I hope I'm ok now. I think I am now hehehe

The Family Pictures

I'm ok today in fact I prepared a lot of illustrations and instructional materials for tomorrow. My sister was here and she was organizing the pictures in a huge box where nanay place all the pictures we had eversince we were not born. When I reached home, I'm looking at the pictures organized by my ate. I saw pictures of our grandma and grandpa and other people I don't know. Some were old picture the evidence is that it is all black and white. The funny thing was I saw my pictures when I was still young. I look cute and I'm still thin that time. I could not believe that I look that way those pictures reminds me of the past. The pictures that my sister were collecting was our family pictures those pictures that were taken from the time that we are still young until the present. She planned to post in the net soon when she is done scanning it. Traditionally, every Christmas and New Year we always have our family pictures taken. We had a lot of fun back then. We eat together and pray together. We are just simple we go to church, have our picture taking session and then celebrate Christmas at home, when the clock stroke twelve we then have exchange gifts. Life is simple before that is why I have a happy childhood in spite of the difficulties we have encountered before. The family stays solid and united. We make Christ as a center of our lives. Nanay and tatay always remind us to pray the rosary and have a strong faith in God. They told us that their secret in life is to live in prayers. They maybe strict but they give us the freedom to enjoy life, to choose what path we take and to stood for the choices we make. Have a nice day my friend. (",)

* you may wonder why I post an ice cream picture It's because our family loves to eat cream. hehehehe

My Secret Revealed

When I was still young I'm fond of watching television. My mother wonders why I always stood near the television while we are watching. I started to enter preschool in a very young age. I'm not interested in going to school that time all I ever wanted is to play and have fun. When I get bored in school I will just tell my yaya that I wanted to go home. There was a point that we really went home because I don't want to go to school. I got scolded by my sister that's why I didn't do the cutting classes no more. When I reached grade one, I'm a slow learner my teacher would spank me because I always got zero and I can't read not even a word. I have the hard time learning in school. I have my tutorials in the afternoon after class in the morning. I felt that I'm a worst pupil there is. All throughout my childhood years I felt so inferior that I'm a slow learner but my sister who loves me unconditionally gave out all her time teaching me how to read. My teachers too walk an extra mile for me to learn and have their patience lengthen. When I'm in grade three I was able to learn how to read and comprehend stories that I read. Slowly, I got active in class discussion and participate in oral recitation. When I reach high school i was able to survive and graduate with passing grades. I was supposed to take biology in college but my teacher told me in my face that I'm not good enough taking biology that's why I took something I really wanted to do and that is a course where I could write and share my thoughts. Without any comments from my mother, I took mass communication in first year college. She gave me all the freedom later did I know that she planned to let me transfer in another school and let me shift to Education. It was hard for me to accept it but I have to it's for me future. I have positive attitude in teaching. I also love kids. I will not miss writing because there is also lesson planning and reporting which is demonstration and facilitating the kids learning. I survived again with hard work and patience even if the school is a melting pot of different people I was able to adjust to the kind of environment then I graduated I was preparing for my board exam that time I discover that I have an eye problem quite alarming because I can no longer hardly see the writings posted in the projector. Until I was invited to play the guitar in the mass where my sister works, I got so many errors in playing the notes because the chords were written in a small case font. My sister scolded me again and advises me to see an ophthalmologist to check my eyes. I really did went to the doctor. There I found out that my cornea in my left eye was not opened well. he said that it was inborn. My right eye was already strained because it is already overworked that result to a very poor eye sight known as myopic astigmatism. The doctor told me if only it was discovered earlier when I was still a child, It would have been corrected. When i went home that day I realized that I'm not really that dumb anyway. My sister cried and pitied me when she found out the findings of the doctor. She apologized to me for acting that way. There are a lot of effects on me. Sometimes I could interchange letters and words in my readings and also when I write there are times I could omit some words. I'm a special child told you. I think my teachers are proud of me now because the slow learner carms they knew became a teacher. Funny ironic huh God bless you my friend.

Thoughts for Today

I wash all my clothes today. Watch over the baby and after that sleep for three hours. When I woke up I rest for awhile then I take bath then go straight to church. I treat myself with a little cone of ice cream and sharwarma. I don't understand what I'm into right now, maybe this is the result of feeling so bored in my life. I should not be feeling this way thats why I went out and have my window shopping alone as always. I prefer going out alone than to have someone with me. My friends told me if I'm not afraid going out alone I said no because I'm used to it anyway. I remember that there was a time when I was with my nephew and sister unfortunately I miss to wear my eyeglasses and I did not brought my celphone. I was lost with my nephew and It was really hard for me to look for my sister because I could not see well. My nephew was still a little boy that time. Luckily, my sister found us there standing in the corner. I got so nervous. My sister scolded us because we were heading at the wrong direction that is why we got lost. From that time on I never miss to wear my eyeglasses no more. I feel much ok when I reach home. I just got to pray harder than before. Tomorrow is another day got to get ready. God bless you

My long lost friend

We've been friends when we are still young. When they move out from our place, I really thought that they already have gone to America. I just found out that she stayed first in Manila and then move to US after she graduated in grade school. Just yesterday I've searched for her name in the net there she is. All grown up like me. I dropped a note in her inbox but she didn't reply maybe she have totally forgotten all about me but she accept me as her friend. I still could vividly remember everything that we have been through, we play a lot indoors with our toy plates and dolls and normally we fight then afterwards we patch up things easily. I could not remember how we say goodbye all I know was that I miss her when they left. I'm happy now that at least in the net I could see her photos and know that she is ok. Happy weekend my friend.

Naruto

This is my favorite Game in the PSP. When my nephew started playing with this, I got puzzled and hesitant in trying it. But when I tried it, it was really fun. Before, I don't actually watch it on T.V. because I can't relate to it but when I also started to know the characters and the story itself. I kinda appreciate it anyway. Sad to say I only play it on my free time. It got me addicted for awhile but I learned to discipline myself anyway. Why don't you try it? just a warning don't get so addicted to it. hehehe Enjoy life. I'm not ok but I keep on thinking I'm ok so that I won't be feeling so ill. God bless and have a nice day my friend.

Change Mood

I get up a little late today. I'm almost late lucky I was there in school at the nick of time. I promise myself to be fine and to display a happy mood to the class. I don't want to end the day being frustrated and mad. For the very first time I sang my favorite song in the class they were so silent and attentive listening to me. I got to laugh at myself after singing the song. I realized that I shared something that is really a part of me and it feels so good. The kids were amazed and telling me to sing more. I don't know what happen to me. I got carried away of my plan to be happy today and it did. They really find it weird because I let them play after the class because I don't usually let them play but instead I let them go home straight to help their parents and do their household chores. Today is a miracle. I guess my kids are also happy because I gave them a chance to play today. This batch is better than last year. They are mature and they are willing to adjust to their classmates. Speaking of the spoiled kid it's been two days now that he is absent maybe he is sick. Get well soon to those kids who got sick. I hope that they are well now. Happy weekend my friend. God bless you